I buried my baby girl. What.the.heck??
{she's so, so, so, so cute and precious. all i want to do is kiss on those little cheeks.}
I'm pretty sure that this doesn't get much easier with time. It just goes from hard to bearable, to hard and back to bearable again. It is an almost constant ache, which requires me to read.pray.meditate almost continually just so that I can function and catch glimpses of happiness.
That's how it is. Just in case you wanted to know. Or just in case you ever know someone else who goes through this.
3 comments:
i can't even imagine, kate!
i don't have words, just love.
love you, my friend.
I know, honey. I know that there probably isn't one minute that goes by without you thinking of her. And Kate, she's with you every time you do. Tomorrow is Matthew's third anniversary and still he's on my mind just all the time. It's okay.
i think about you and elsa all the time. I pray for you and for her.
just in case you wanted to know :)!
l love you kate!